Getting in a relationship is not an easy task.
You've to be responsible in whatever you do.
What happened to me now is a disaster.
Me, who was back then a young, immature and inexperience, getting myself in love life was really not a good thing to do.
All i can say to myself, describing myself is - idiot.
Getting myself involve in this, I can't blame anyone other than myself.
I've always wanted someone who cares about me, listens to me whenever i need them, making me happy when i'm not, being patient to everything i do as i have quite a bad character.
Seeing them with their partners, I was jealous and i wanted to have one.
Seeing them with their understanding partner, I wanted to have one myself.
I wanted a partner who do not shout at me.
I wanted a partner who have good temper.
I wanted a partner who understand me.
I wanted a partner who accept all my weaknesses.
I wanted a partner who do not count out my weaknesses.
I wanted a partner who do not need me to change for him.
I wanted a partner who do not stick.
I wanted a partner who give me freedom.
I wanted a partner who is not sensitive.
I wanted a partner who do not get mad at me.
So stupid of me to think all these.
I'm tired of this situation that I am in.
I never expect myself to change for somebody.
But, I'm changing for him?
We are both very hard.
Fighting almost everyday.
Of course, tears.
What should i do?
Hope this ends soon.
