What stuffed Joanne's head?

02.01.2010 (12.15 a.m.)

" HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 ! "


22.12.2009 (10.49 p.m.)

" BACK FROM BANGKOK and i bought lotsa stuffs ! ;D and a very happy birthday to Nicole >:]"





Love life

Author: J0anne /

Getting in a relationship is not an easy task.

You've to be responsible in whatever you do.

What happened to me now is a disaster.
Me, who was back then a young, immature and inexperience, getting myself in love life was really not a good thing to do.
All i can say to myself, describing myself is - idiot.

Getting myself involve in this, I can't blame anyone other than myself.
I've always wanted someone who cares about me, listens to me whenever i need them, making me happy when i'm not, being patient to everything i do as i have quite a bad character.
Seeing them with their partners, I was jealous and i wanted to have one.
Seeing them with their understanding partner, I wanted to have one myself.

I wanted a partner who do not shout at me.
I wanted a partner who have good temper.
I wanted a partner who understand me.
I wanted a partner who accept all my weaknesses.
I wanted a partner who do not count out my weaknesses.
I wanted a partner who do not need me to change for him.
I wanted a partner who do not stick.
I wanted a partner who give me freedom.
I wanted a partner who is not sensitive.
I wanted a partner who do not get mad at me.

So stupid of me to think all these.

I'm tired of this situation that I am in.
I never expect myself to change for somebody.
But, I'm changing for him?

We are both very hard.
Fighting almost everyday.
Of course, tears.

What should i do?
Hope this ends soon.

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Looking forward

Author: J0anne /

cut my fringe few days ago.
was not used to it
got used with the long fringe i used to have
aww miss my long fringe !
but many of them said short fringe looks better on me than long fringe
i have no idea
i just think that i look like a kid, no?
blah whatever


by the way,
I'm going to Bangkok on Wed !
looking forward!
hope that im able to buy many things back
but i was so scared that bangkok will look like KL petaling street !
*pray pray*
hope not ;]

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XXX

Author: J0anne /

finally, i had changed my Blogger template here.
was in love with this template when i 1st saw it on the website heheh.
had changed it for a while and i still love it ♥
it took me half a day to change my template.
this is what we call. . noob?


anyway, i was so busy with my club's (LEO) work.
i was incharged of the invitation books and sponsorship letter in this atctivity
LEO and the LIONS are organizing an eye screening project at BCHRA in the morning
and a welcome party for YE (exchange students) & X'mas celebration at night.
im so looking forward to that day !
we, the workers will be wearing christmas hats.
i wonder what will i look like with that thing on hahah.
and i soo wanted to decorate the x'mas tree !
after visited so many gift's shops
and their X'mas trees are really pretty !
am really excited since there are high chances that Japan exchange students are being transfer here !
im gonnna ask them to teach me Japanese for sure ! ;]

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Ta-dah !

Author: J0anne /

sorry for not updating my blog
something was really wrong with my desktop at home
and now i'm feeling awesome with my new lappy DELL Studio 15
nah, its not a perfect one but still, it works great, for now i think.
actually its not mine, its a family computer
but since my sister and brother had their own lappy
and my parents seldom use the computer
so its consider as mine i suppose?
anyway, what i love most is, its RED in colour haha cool huh.

of course, the red is not as pretty as the red VAIO lappy.
well, its still red and i'm loving it. ;]
By the way,
Just came back from 1Utama few hours ago.
and i bought a pair of shoes from Voir !

It costs RM57 after the discount.

i love it so much coz its so blingy ;]
i bet you all cant see how blingy it is since the picture i took was so dull and blur.
anyway, still love it. ;D
Dinner at Sushi Zanmai before going home.
and I bought bed sheet which is brown in colour and new comforter.
i so wanted a red comforter but i was scolded by my daddy that i was being picky.
in the end I bought a 2 colour comforter, dark pink in frun and light pink at the back.
i swear that im going back to buy that red quilt i saw which cost 60 plus ! >:[

alright that's all for now
ish going for tuition early in the morning tomorrow.
TATA !

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友情?

Author: J0anne /

友情は何であるか?
私はもうそれはであるもの私はわからないことを考える。
私は私に親友があることを考えた。
しかし、彼女がそれのような私の背部の後ろの私を言ってもいいことを信じることができない。
とても傷つけた私を検査の詐欺言うことを知るために。
私を憎む。。
それ私にボーイフレンドがあるのでそれはあるか?
または私がサラよりよい印を得ること、好まない?
私は実際に考えているものを知らない。

検査の間、
私はそう懸命に調査した
私は私の睡眠時間をとばした
ちょうどよい結果を得たいと思った。

そして私のハードワークが支払うことを今、示した
そう何?
嫉妬深い?
ちょうど私達の中の憎悪の感じを造っている。

希望はすべて時が経つにつれて変わる。

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Mixture

Author: J0anne /

done with my exam last week
felt really awesome after finishing the last paper
was serious stressful during the year end exam
i slept at 4-5 am almost everyday
and i did not sleep on the day where im taking bio papers

some teachers distributed our papers back
and here are some of my results :

1. Add maths : 40% *just passed phew*
2. Chemistry : 47%
3. Accounts : 82% *damn happy when i got back the paper*
4. Sivik : 69%

will update if i get back other subjects' papers

hope i won't fail any of my papers this time.
i failed 3 subsjects during my mid year exam.

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friends invited me to join them to watch 2012 at Mid-Valley on Friday
at first i thought it was impossible for me to go
but i tried my luck and i asked my mommy again
and i was so shocked to know that my mommy actually said YES
my daddy too.
love them chuu chuu ♥

i was so excited because it was the first time my mommy said yes and let me join my friends ALONE
was kinda looking forward ;D

here i come 2012 !

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timeLESS

Author: J0anne /


Crazy !
i can't believe that time passes sooo fast !
and shyt im not ready yet !
oh god please help me T^T

trying my best to concentrate
but i always failed to do that argh
i'm such a FAILURE !
thinking of giving up on my history subject since i don't know anything like from chapter 1 onwards?
and that means i don't know even 1% of the form 4 History !
i'm going to FAIL my history for sure !

hope that i won't fail my add maths this time.
and Moral, the subject that most of the people say its the easiest paper to score A
(shhs i failed my moral paper in the mid-year exam =X)
the 3 science subjects?
1 word BYE

made up my mind not to online so often
concentrate study
i dont want to drop class next year ! T^T




oh JOANNE !
you have to study harder !




read a girl's blog just now
a kinda touch one actually
haha
weird feeling
real weird
anyway,
wish her all the best and stay happy always in the future ^^

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